Chaos inside my heart
The usual storm of life
Trying to see past the confusion
Nothing ever lasts.
But I don’t have to try
When You are on the move
You’re surrounding me, cleaning cobwebs
It’s You I will choose.
There’s nothing I can do on my own
Nothing I have to prove
You’re moving mountains in my heart
Filling in the truth.
You don’t need me to be better
You just ask that I trust
All my life I surrender
Become the fullness of my heart.
I’ve been looking through my old poetry/song writing notebooks and found this one. I wrote this poem on the 4th of May 2018, which is scarily long ago considering I can remember very clearly writing it, so much that it seems like yesterday. At the time I thought this poem was too personal to put on my blog, but reading it back, it’s not even that bad. (Poor Sarah though, feeling like she had chaos inside her heart. Nasty. No one wants that. But that is no longer.)